glamourous demeanour

Thursday, December 8 07:03

its the holidays again. its been a long long time since i've updated. ohwell. who actually bothers anyway? i haven been in the right state of mind recently. i have been staying up very late in the middle of the night and ends of crying most of the time. i'm getting pretty impatient with myself and others nowadays. i figured i cun wait even just for a minute. what's wrong with me. life's been turning very wrong for me. many things has happened. some progressed. some got worse. i've got quite a far bit of expierence from camp and also my stay in malaysia. i was feeling very motivated and fresh when i came back to singapore. but all that has vanished like poof. just like that. what right has a tuiton teacher to confiscate my ohone when all it did was to do its main duty of ringing to inform me that someone was looking for me. what right has he to confiscate my ohone just because someone ad called me that instnace during his lesson time. even if he did state it in his rules that phones should be switched off during his lessons, but which student in the class has been listening to his crap and offing their phone's for heaven sake. why pin point me? some of them were freaking smsing away and he pretended it wasn't there. what is this?! even so. whats with the phone distracting me during his lessons, school and my life. doesn't he freaking own a damn phone to realise its importance in the society nowadays. its the 21st century for heaven's sake. and so what if my maths is poorer than the rest? what right have you to tell me that i'm in the shit. what right have you to ask me for my report book. even my dad hasn't freaking asked for it yet asshole. you freaking got me into so much trouble with my parents. just because of one freaking phone call which i din evn answer you want to fucking confiscate my phone?! now i'm grounded, you're happy?